Just my Love Poem

My calculations weren't correct
and that just never happens
for when I saw you smilin', laughin'
I was blind for what was coming.

We were so in love then
and you took my first time in your hands
you gave me a choice
and before I knew you were cheating me
I said yes.

I never knew, never did read
of this specific feeling.
But there's nothing to describe, I couldn't hide
all I knew was it felt so perfect
and felt so real.
And I just hadn't the heart to tell you
that it all felt right.
but it's too late now.

I faught for you
tried not to let you go
told you we'd get through this
told you that I forgave you.
I was head over heels
and such a fool for you
that I didn't see what you meant to do.
I'm sure you don't know how you hurt me
but I'm positive you don't care
that my heart is broken
it won't work right again.

And when I remember
how you played me so
I wish that I could regret you
but I don't.