Baby

baby,
it only took one night
to conceive you
what a curse
I hate you. . .

baby,
I'm sick and tired all the time
I can't keep anything done
I'm going to kill you
goodbye. . .

baby,
I still hate you
but I can't erase you
you are my burden,
my "sin"

baby,
I'm starting to show.
People are noticing
the lump
that you exist

baby,
I hate you because now I don't have
a life
can't do what I want
and you are spending all my cash

Baby,
I felt your strength
in those little
feet of yours
stop hurting me

Dear Baby,
I hope you like the
set of parents
I have picked for you
they seem nice

Dear Baby,
I'm swollen like a balloon
you'll be here soon
you'll like spring
its beautiful in the world

God Forsaken Child!
I'm dying to get you out.
I forever hate men
and I want you gone
I want my life back

Dear Baby Boy,
I held you today and cried
I can't believe
I ever hated you
but I must say goodbye

Dear Mr. and Mrs. Johnson
I'm intrusting you with my child.
Please, teach him to be strong.
Love him, more then I ever could.
Sincerely.

Dear Gregory Johnson,
you don't know me, but I know you.
I carried you for nine months.
I don't want to take you away
I just want to meet my grown up son.
Sincerely.

Dear Lila,
it was nice meting my you
my birth mother
I know what you did was hard
but I thank you for what you did.
Love.