The Struggle

Everyday I sit and wait
I've gotton to the point where I can't concentrate
I've tried my best I really did. I'm sorry I can't read lips
I'm sorry I can't read minds
You'll have to express it verbally

How am I supposed to help you
If you keep everything hidden from me?
And I have this feeling that something is wrong/
It's tearing you apart from the inside
Well I'm sorry I'm not good enough
Beleive me when I say I try.

I wake up thinking about how much I love you
and no one sees things the way you and I do
But if you hide everything in the shadows
Do i have to trust you when you say it doesn't involve me?
Because I think it does
What is there to hide?

You're right it's none of my business
But when it makes you sad
then it becomes my problem
I would never let you go
I guess I really don't need to know
But it hurts when you say
you're going away
and when your talkin in whispers as if I don't hear

Please tell me the truth
Am I everything you wanted?
or something you hated
Or something in between
you are everything i wanted
And I just want to know.
what's tearing you up inside.