It's not over

I've done this wrong
Please can you play another song
because I just took a blow emotionally
And honestly
I feel like shit

I've lost mt sense of what's right and wrong
the music clears my head
I wish I could just lay in bed
and forget the life i lead
Right now I am no better than dead

I'm not letting myself down
I'm not lettng you down.
you helped me so much
And to see me fail
Bring a tear to your eye
I'm letting you and all of my friends down

My tears are like razor blades
but my face remains unscared
I'm so ashamed
Because i've done everything I can do
And I am hurting you
more than myself

AAnd I don't really care about myself
I've got my problems straight
My self-esteem fails me
I wish I could take it all back
Because I am falling apart
In your arms...

I'm too far down the road
you can't same me this time
It's all up to me
To turn that frown into a smile
This time I wont let it hurt me

I'm the only one to blame
And I actually have nothing to say
Tomarrow is another day
I had a chance to make it
and i blew it
It's not over yet...

I still have time
I'll make you proud
Turn off the music
ignore the pain in my head
get out of bed
I'm turning around

I am falling apart
it breaks my heart to see
I am falling apart
It break my heart

It's not over
unless i let it take over
i guess i finally see the light
It's not over

I've been in a coma all these years
and I've decided to open my eyes
Expression on your face tells me your face tells me you're disappointed
Maybe it's just me
but you're the only one that actually beleived
that tear in your eye...
Tore me apart...

It's not over
No not yet.
I still have a chance.
I'm not going to waste time