Bending your arms and pretending

I don't know how to explain this feeling
It keeps me up every night
I loose sight of everything don't i?
Choking on every breathe
One more close to my death

A bullet erases everything
Including memories that I want to keep
The radio catches fire
I tremble everytime I get that dream
has our song lost all it's meaning?

I am screaming in my head
I must still be dreaming
Someone get me out of this nightmare
Take a picture of you and I
So I can remember the good times we shared

So bend your arms as if they were wings
And fly away
on this nice summer day
will i ever see you again?
will we ever be more than just friends

I guess I missed that part of the movie
when both characters move on
I figured it wasn't going to happen to me
But recently there's stuff you've been hiding
Please tell me it won't turn out like the ending.

Four months ago, I guess you loved me
Care to explain what happened?
what did you expect to tell me
what ever happened to
forever

So bend your arms as if they were wings
and fly away.
Drown it all out with my music
and I'll wait here for you
hoping you'll change sometime soon

Hoping is all i can do
because when you're gone
it feels like your never coming home
i gave you my best
i guess it wasn't good enough for you

Is everything you felt dead?
because i still love you.
this feeling is trapt in my head
you'll never take me back again
I don't know what to beleive anymore

So I'll take a knife to rejections neck
and a bullet to temptations head
but my heart remains in peices
is this the end of everything i've known
I guess it's better pretending...

So take one last picture of you and I
I'll savor it until I die
i promisee i won't cry
So bend your arms into wings
And pretend to forget everything

I still stand by my promises
if you bleed yourself again
You will loose your best friend
all i need to ask if i look beautiful
when i broke down?
because you see me laugh and smile
from the corner of my eye

i'm stuck here alone
sleeping by the phone where you left me
in hope someone will talk to me
but i doubt it.
here it goes again

four months ago I guess you loved me.
Care to explain what happened
you locked all your secrets in a chest
so I'll bend my arms into wings and pretend i forgot everything
i'll pretend to fall
all over again