Call Me A Sinner
Maybe I'm not clear
Or I don't make any sense
But I'm sick of all this drama
I'm sick of all your fits
Every time I'm here with you
You slowly drag me down
I always notice much too late
And I never breathe a sound
You control my mind with jealousy
You try to anyway
Why you fail confuses you
And I'm slowly filled with hate
Over and over - It happened again
I'm stuck right here right now
And you - you always turn your head
Whilst I'm about to drown
I'm letting you get to me once again
And you push me far away
This time if I let you go
This time it's you who'll pay
I won't let you torture me
You will not plague my mind
However, I'll remain in yours
Take this as a sign
You always confuse me
I never know what's true
I know you know your feelings
But I don't know what to do
I can't take them at face value
You expect too much from me
I need someone by my side
That's a person you can be
Unlike the other one
I can count on you
You are always here for me
The other has no clue
I can tell you anything
And you never leave me dry
But there's just no passion to be found
So I can't bring myself to try
You aren't like a lover
You're just a friend - that's all
I'm starting to wish that weren't the case
You always catch me when I fall
You're my friend, aren't you?
I can never know
The way that you've been acting
Tells me it's not so
That I am not trusted
That I should stay away
I have no reaction
I don't know what to say
What about the other friend?
The one who knows my face
The one hiding in the corner
The one who knows my name
What about the third one?
The one that takes control
The one that can always calm me down
And show me when to fold
What about the fourth one?
The one that links me to the past
And makes me face my problems
And pulls aside my mask
These people have no numbers
Are they even real?
I must be going insane here
I don't know what I feel
People that I write about
Could be inside my head
Even as I'm typing this
I'm forgetting what is said
My emotions are now swarming me
And dragging me towards despair
My heart is twisted into circles
It's more than I can bear
Insanity becomes me
It defines just who I am
Or maybe I'm not as I seem
Then I'll be condemned
I'll condemn myself now
Hide out and face the dark
Face the music slowly
Let these people leave their mark
Or I don't make any sense
But I'm sick of all this drama
I'm sick of all your fits
Every time I'm here with you
You slowly drag me down
I always notice much too late
And I never breathe a sound
You control my mind with jealousy
You try to anyway
Why you fail confuses you
And I'm slowly filled with hate
Over and over - It happened again
I'm stuck right here right now
And you - you always turn your head
Whilst I'm about to drown
I'm letting you get to me once again
And you push me far away
This time if I let you go
This time it's you who'll pay
I won't let you torture me
You will not plague my mind
However, I'll remain in yours
Take this as a sign
You always confuse me
I never know what's true
I know you know your feelings
But I don't know what to do
I can't take them at face value
You expect too much from me
I need someone by my side
That's a person you can be
Unlike the other one
I can count on you
You are always here for me
The other has no clue
I can tell you anything
And you never leave me dry
But there's just no passion to be found
So I can't bring myself to try
You aren't like a lover
You're just a friend - that's all
I'm starting to wish that weren't the case
You always catch me when I fall
You're my friend, aren't you?
I can never know
The way that you've been acting
Tells me it's not so
That I am not trusted
That I should stay away
I have no reaction
I don't know what to say
What about the other friend?
The one who knows my face
The one hiding in the corner
The one who knows my name
What about the third one?
The one that takes control
The one that can always calm me down
And show me when to fold
What about the fourth one?
The one that links me to the past
And makes me face my problems
And pulls aside my mask
These people have no numbers
Are they even real?
I must be going insane here
I don't know what I feel
People that I write about
Could be inside my head
Even as I'm typing this
I'm forgetting what is said
My emotions are now swarming me
And dragging me towards despair
My heart is twisted into circles
It's more than I can bear
Insanity becomes me
It defines just who I am
Or maybe I'm not as I seem
Then I'll be condemned
I'll condemn myself now
Hide out and face the dark
Face the music slowly
Let these people leave their mark