A Mistake
A mistake was made
One that cannot be forgiven
One that cannot be explained
It weighs heavy on the heart
Seeps into the mind
And corrupts it
Uncertainty fuels it
Fear empowers it to take over
Say goodbye to your mind
Reeling with phases of regret
And sorrow
Face the seizures of random pain
And look elsewhere to distract yourself from reality
A mistake was made
One that cannot be spoken of
One that cannot be forgotten
Sorrow fuels it
Regret, is all the mind has left
Dwell in that self pity
It will take you nowhere
Trapped in that memory you want to fix
But lack any power whatsoever
One that cannot be forgiven
One that cannot be explained
It weighs heavy on the heart
Seeps into the mind
And corrupts it
Uncertainty fuels it
Fear empowers it to take over
Say goodbye to your mind
Reeling with phases of regret
And sorrow
Face the seizures of random pain
And look elsewhere to distract yourself from reality
A mistake was made
One that cannot be spoken of
One that cannot be forgotten
Sorrow fuels it
Regret, is all the mind has left
Dwell in that self pity
It will take you nowhere
Trapped in that memory you want to fix
But lack any power whatsoever
♠ ♠ ♠
I said a few things on mibba a while ago that I wish I could delete, including a poem that I was thankfully able to after reading it. It was shit. I was shit. This poem embodies my feelings at the moment, and how badly I wish I could have some kind of redemption for it. I don't deserve that though. I just wanted to get it off my chest. For anyone that wants to listen.