All My Fault.

So it's all my fault.
Didn't realize I was so messed up.
Why didn't anyone tell me before?
Tell me before that I was such a messed up person.

This could've been over a long time ago.
But you refused to let it end.
You dragged it on, you kept me along.
And I stayed, with lack of anything else to say.
I don't know why I keep letting you do this to me.
One day, I'm seriously going to crack.
Crack into a million pieces.
And it'll be all your fault.
Not my fault, but yours.

So you come home
and you yell, and you scream.
Because it's all my fault.
Your life is messed up
because of me.
I am so sorry I can't pay for the lights
I'm only fourteen!
I'm so screwed anyway, so I'd just mess up my job too.
Can't wait for you to come home
and yell and scream.
Give yourself an aneurysm
And that will be my fault.