Ghost within my head

I haven't slept in so long. Above my head the angels sing for the lost and damned. I look upon my hands as I see the blood that once gave life. I blame you but all I feel is regret. I tell myself that it's all ok but I have this overwhelming feeling of drowning. I begin to shout out, trying to scream your name but all I see is our deceit. All I feel is your jealousy. All I see is the lies you inject into your veins. The blue eyes that use to comfort have faded to grey. It's like your a ghost haunting my every move.