Adulterated

A faggot in the distance.
And oh, how I hated that word.
You took into me anyway,
And stole a part of my existence.

Scattered pornographs,
Make up my moral decay.
Mother never told me,
I had to live another day.

Left alone, but surrounded,
The throng of people, beating softly.
I saw her there, way in the distance.
And the three times she threw my heart.

Over and under it,
There he stands, waiting for her embrace,
She reaches up to him, looks him in the eyes,
That beautiful girl, tangled in lace.

Rabid emotions strangle my heart,
I take another drag.
A cigarette, won in the light,
For what else did I have?