I have no idea...

I shed a tear..
for I fear you leaving again.

I look out the window..
just stare into the emptiness around me.

I look down at the ground,
for i don't want to see the faces of the ones I hurt.

I look into the eyes..
of the ones I love.. and cry because i'm hurting them.

I walk around alone,
because no one wants to be near me.

I stay indoors,
for I'm afraid of getting hurt by the outside world.

I love,
because that's all I can do.

I hate,
because they deserve to be hated.

I write,
because it lets my thoughts escape.

I think,
To figure out whats going on around me..

I see,
darkness..hate..and misery all around.