Shattered.

my heart beats faster as you get closer.
my smile grows bigger.
the laughter takes over my sanity.
the love over powering my ability to say no.
i wished nothing would change, we would be perfect forever.
i prayed for it, and it worked, it lasted.
until the day i saw you kiss her.
every bit of hope and happiness ripped from my body and torn to bits and pieces.
the love shattered.
along with my heart.
the tears well up in my eyes still to this day as i remember, and begin to take me over.
and so, my never ending breakdown begins.
nothing can stop it, and no one is willing to prove it will end.
tell me something easy, something simple.
answer my one and only question.
why did you do this to me?