Letter to him

I was only 14 when i first met you
You were 16
I used to think you were sweet
I used to think you were the one
But most of all, I used to think you loved me
As much as I loved you

I'm almost 17 now
And your almost 19
We've been together for two years
I still thought you were sweet
I still thought you were the one
And again, I still thought you love me
As much as I love you

You took me to that place
That place where music blasts through the windows
People smoke and drink
And where nobody cares what you do
Behind closed doors
Nobody payed attention to what they heard
Behind closed doors

You told me I would have fun
But I didn't
You told me that it'd be alright
But it wasn't
You told me to enjoy the party
But I couldn't

And when i found you
Later that evening
With that girl wrapping her lips around yours
You said it was nothing
But it was something

I got mad
I hit you
You hit me back

Even while the others were watching
You dragged me behind one of those closed doors

I fell onto the bed
And you fell on top of me
You smelled llike alchohal
And it was making me sick

You said you were finally getting
What was rightfully yours
Our clothes fell to the floor
While a devilish grin made its way to your face

I screamed that night
More than I ever had before
But nobody noticed
Nobody cared

You left me bleeding and crying
You left me shattered to pieces

So I write this letter to you
Mr.Prince in shining armor

I hope your happy
I hope you feel like a man
And I hope you enjoy what you've stolen from me
♠ ♠ ♠
This is a letter to Alex from Ryan
Alex and Ryan are both characters of mine and me and my friend are working on a story together with them, although in the story Roxy and Ryan are the main characters
If we get around to it we will post the first chapter up soon!