It's Just Me

Speaking, it's me,
someone I don't want to be.

Failing, that's it,
everything I can commit.

"You suck!", I know.
Shut up, just let me go.

Everything I want to be,
everything that's really me.

Every hour I have to stay,
I'm not gonna be afraid.

Every word, rolls off your tongue,
like I'm supposed to be someone.

Everyone that says the truth,
they're awesome, but not the proof,

of all the things, that I've once heard,
I saved them all, deep down under my shirt.

The only reason I'm still here,
trying to resist the fear,

that's crawling up my spine,
killing me, like it's a crime,

living through the tons of hate,
failing to escape the fate,

crying, 'till the tears are dry,
you really ask me, why?

That's cause I keep holding on,
cause I want to be someone.

Someone who had gone their way,
though they've never been okay,

who's not been afraid to keep on living,
but had the strength to take the beating.

Someone who has been there
for everyone who didn’t care.

Simply cause I love you so,
everyone who made me hope.

So, now if you think I'm crazy,
No, I'm not, but that's just me.