Bury Me.

See the memories captured in this frame?
Look how the smiles reflect my feelings for you,
Yet this became my secret shame,
It was never true...

You never truly cared,
You played with my heart,
Testing me in what ways you dared,
But in the end you just tore me apart...

I see how you always look away,
You can’t look me in the eyes anymore,
And you choke on your words before you know what to say,
What was so wrong with us before?

Why was I never good enough for you?
I gave you everything I could,
So now I don’t know what to do,
And yet you would...

You walked away with my broken heart in your hands,
Yet I never had yours did I?
I just don’t understand...
Was it all just a lie?

I wanted to believe we were meant to be,
But I see walk away with her hand,
I guess that shame only belonged to me,
Now I wish I didn’t understand.

I was replaced by her wasn’t I?
You seem so happy now,
I just fail every time I try,
And yet I don’t blame you some how...

Now turn and look at me,
Can you see past my fake smile?
Can you find the despair behind the facade of happy?
Yet I knew this would be coming for awhile ...

So go ahead walk away with her,
I know I wasn’t the one for you, just go
She’s so perfect and pure,
I could never be the one, this I know...

Ignore the pain in my chest,
Close your eyes to my tears,
Walk away with the rest,
And leave me in my fears.

Burn the pictures of us together,
Just like the way you burned me,
Scribble out every written forever,
So you can let me go and be happy...

I want to say I hate you but it’s a lie,
I want to say she doesn’t deserve you,
But it’s a useless try ,
I just want what is best for you.

So walk away into a beautiful bliss,
While I drown in the madness I hid so well,
You deserve better than this,
Yet I drown in the seas of my hell...

I’m no longer broken, just shattered
But I get to see you smile once more,
And really that’s all that mattered,
Is this what was wrong before?

So now you’re happy
While I’ll sleep forever
Just bury this picture with me,
The last memory I have of us together...