My End

Rip out my heart
Let the tears of blood stream
This will be the way we part
The loud noise was my last scream

The bullet hit me
Now is the end
How long will I see
The image of a love that was only a friend?

This was god's plan
He had such an unfair hand
Why can't I be with the one I love, just that one man?
How long will I climb this wall of sand?

Eyes that are hollow
A heart in a lot of pain
A mind that no one can follow
A body under tremendous strain

A body that is now cold
A love that was so cheap
How could it not have been sold?
The secrets the heart will forever keep.

Dying alone
Leaving this world with no one there
Trying to get someone on the phone
No one, not even parents, have the time to spare

I'm here about to die
Now that I think, who will cry?
Thinking these thoughts make me ask why
Was their kindness that much of a lie

How could I be so blind
Why couldn't I cut those ties to my emotions?
My hands are now bound behind
Unable to free myself I plunge into the dark oceans
What will my heart show?
Maybe something I allowed no one to know