Myself in your Eyes

I'd like to see myself through others' eyes
See if they can see through my disguise
I'd like to see what they see
And hide all my faux pas
Pull back the emotion, take away all the flaws

I wonder what they think of me
Do I care? No I'll still be me
But I'm curious to see how they feel about me

Does he like me? Does she think I'm a whore?
Am I going to change? No, but the curiosity's there.
Who thinks I'm ignorant? Who think's I'm sweet?
I'll stay the same person no matter what they think

I wouldn't change, no, not to fit in
But still I wonder if they know the secrets within
Can anyone see who I really am?
No these walls are to high
They gaurd my resevoir; my dam

But I could find out if I need to strengthen my mask
So no one sees the emotion that I stride to slip past
I don't want anyone to know who I am
So I'll be what I'm not, and I will pretend

If you think you know me, you're sadly mistaken
I'm nothing you think, my heart may be breaking
I could be happy and normal
Or hear things in my head
There could be something wrong,
I could be stepping over lifes edge

So you will never see me, as I will never you
But if I could see myself through your eyes
What would my sight devise?