Locked In

Locked In
I’m locked in forever more.
With secrets held,
while dreams die.
To never cross into that promise land.
To walk forever in that dark abyss.
I stand alone with no one around.
To feel the pain caused by everyone else.
I see a light trying to guide me to sanctuary.
But I’m afraid to trust it alone.
But I am alone in this dark abyss.
Not able to love…..
Not able to trust…..
Not able to live….
Not able to laugh or cry or sing or lie with anyone else.
Not to have any joy,
just pain and sorrow to fill my heart.
I’ll try to live my life!
I’ll try to be happy and care for others!
To be happy for the rest of my life….
I will NOT let myself be locked in!!!