Always Be

You told me.
You said,
you would always
be my friend.
They best I would ever have.
You said,
you would listen.
Listen quietly,
through my rants,
and my giggling fits.
You said you would
always be
there for me.
But what happens,
when someone better comes along?
Will I always be,
first on your list?
Will I always be,
the one you call,
when you need a shoulder?
One to cry on?
Will I always be,
your first priority?
Face it.
Your promise means
nothing to me.
It can't be kept.
No matter how hard you try.
I'll never be good enough.
There will always be someone better.
You may not
always be there for me.
But you'll always
mean the most.
The most to me.