Sigh

Every time I see you with her
My breaks into a million pieces
While I watch in pain and agony
I love you more then anything

I see the way you look at her
The same look that I wanted from you
You smile with pride and commitment
While she smiles back
Like she just hit the jackpot

As life moves on I find ways to cope
But I'll never be the same
You mean the world to me
And seeing you only brings me pain

As tears run freely
I can't stop grieving
The pain only gets worse
As time passes by

I fall into a regular pattern of self-destruction
And lasting pain
every time I see her curly brown hair
I feel like I'm losing my mind

I will never stop loving you