This one's to my Father.

So many thoughts just rushing through my head
It's Left me wishing I was dead
In my bed I sit just fed up with life
I'm about to use this knife to bleed the pain
If theres anything I wish to gain
It's the thought of sharpening my brain
I see what you did, now I'm getting ready for what your about to do
See I don't understand you, So I dont trust you
I can see through your lies
Even though it seems like I'm looking in honest eyes
You've changed so much in so little time
It's a crime the way you act
Now thats just the cold hard facts
I don't know how your going to react
You did what you thought was right
Even though you knew it was wrong
You hurt my mom without a second thought
But that second thought, thats were you went wrong
That's when you hurt me
Your driving me away
Just pushing and hiding me away
Without even knowing what you do is wrong