Used to me my heaven.
I stood there, on that night
I was there cuz you wanted me to hold you
I held you the same as I always did
That night we were soaked with gas
I never told you, but I wanted it to end
Long before that night
But that night, we we soaked in gas
You added that one spark that set it all off
I felt the pain burn my skin
Felt my heart break with every hit you made
It hurt so much that night
You told me so love that you loved me
Yet how could you turn my little piece of heaven
Into some crazy spiral of hell
It took 37 stitches just to put my heart back
Back together from the shattered pieces
I know I loved you, It almost hurts to know I still do
Yet why don't I trust you?
You were once my everything
Yet I was broke so far beyond repair
37 stitches weren't enough to fix me
You were my heaven, but now you've turned into my hell
Every word I once said, I ment
But now, this heart is too broken to truly love you
To love you the way I did....
You say you were broken, that I was your everything
Yet you don't know the thoughts
All the thoughts that went through my head
I looked for you everyday...
Wondering if you still looked for me
My heart was broke with every hit
Yet I still wanted to know you loved me
I know I don't love you the same way
But I still have to know how
How can you hit someone you love?
I pushed you once, and it shattered me
I'm not a monster, not that man
I hid that person so long ago....
You were my heaven, but now you've turned into my hell
Every word I once said, I ment
But now, this heart is too broken to truly love you
To love you the way I did....
You ask why am I like this
You were the one that broke the lock
The cage that I had around this thing
That thing the dwells inside
When you struck me that night
You opened the cage that was so well build
I'm not the same person you loved
Not the same man, the monster is lose
I can't control it
37 stitches aren't enough to lock this away
I'm trying to rebuild, trying to keep it in
Every drink I take is like adding gas to the fire
It grows and its grown so much I can't control it
I'm sorry for this, but when you ask why
Look at yourself in the mirror and understand it was you
You that broke the lock, the cage
You let this side out that I kept hidden
I'm sorry you fell for me.....
You were my heaven, but now you've turned into my hell
Every word I once said, I ment
But now, this heart is too broken to truly love you
To love you the way I did....
I was there cuz you wanted me to hold you
I held you the same as I always did
That night we were soaked with gas
I never told you, but I wanted it to end
Long before that night
But that night, we we soaked in gas
You added that one spark that set it all off
I felt the pain burn my skin
Felt my heart break with every hit you made
It hurt so much that night
You told me so love that you loved me
Yet how could you turn my little piece of heaven
Into some crazy spiral of hell
It took 37 stitches just to put my heart back
Back together from the shattered pieces
I know I loved you, It almost hurts to know I still do
Yet why don't I trust you?
You were once my everything
Yet I was broke so far beyond repair
37 stitches weren't enough to fix me
You were my heaven, but now you've turned into my hell
Every word I once said, I ment
But now, this heart is too broken to truly love you
To love you the way I did....
You say you were broken, that I was your everything
Yet you don't know the thoughts
All the thoughts that went through my head
I looked for you everyday...
Wondering if you still looked for me
My heart was broke with every hit
Yet I still wanted to know you loved me
I know I don't love you the same way
But I still have to know how
How can you hit someone you love?
I pushed you once, and it shattered me
I'm not a monster, not that man
I hid that person so long ago....
You were my heaven, but now you've turned into my hell
Every word I once said, I ment
But now, this heart is too broken to truly love you
To love you the way I did....
You ask why am I like this
You were the one that broke the lock
The cage that I had around this thing
That thing the dwells inside
When you struck me that night
You opened the cage that was so well build
I'm not the same person you loved
Not the same man, the monster is lose
I can't control it
37 stitches aren't enough to lock this away
I'm trying to rebuild, trying to keep it in
Every drink I take is like adding gas to the fire
It grows and its grown so much I can't control it
I'm sorry for this, but when you ask why
Look at yourself in the mirror and understand it was you
You that broke the lock, the cage
You let this side out that I kept hidden
I'm sorry you fell for me.....
You were my heaven, but now you've turned into my hell
Every word I once said, I ment
But now, this heart is too broken to truly love you
To love you the way I did....