My Fault

I gave up family for this,
She never believed in this.
Family comes first,
Music came first.
We definitely had our fights,
We made up on those nights.
You want me to tell you how it feels,
It hurts like being stung by a hundred eels.
It hurts me so incredibly deep,
Especially when I try to sleep.
It’s my fault we’re without each other,
I want to mend it and be together.
You want to understand my pain,
When you see the tears fall like rain.
You can never truly know,
But I don’t want you to go.