I Hope You Try

I see you every day,
You can’t make it go away.
This pain won’t leave,
Can’t you see?
It’s hurts me too much,
And I miss her too much.
She is my only family,
But will she count me family?
I hurt her as much as I hurt now.
But I honestly can’t see how
To patch the worn holes.
It’s one of my goals.
I need her back
I won’t get her back.
You can try to talk to me,
You try to help me.
It helps until I’m by myself,
It still hurts when I’m by myself.
You can’t make it disappear.
It will always reappear.
I hope you try,
Just don’t pry.