Love So Damned To Me

I was alive. I was not afraid.
I was light, he made me burn.
Flying, upon a wisp of his love,
made me light. Burning. Bright.

It was not meant to last, it seems.
Fear, anger, flow through me. Pulsating.
To my dismay, I burned out.
Snuffed. Dead.

My heart stand still, not a single beat.
The love I so desperately need, is damned.
Vanished.

Gone.

How I long to feel, to see, to live in it again.
How I long to have it, the misunderstood tidbit,
or love so damned to me.