novocain

I’ve tried and tried to get over you
Over and over I’ve failed to do so
I know life goes on, and people move on
But I can’t seem to do so

I’m glad you’re happy with her
And I want you to know
Even through the worse times
I always knew you were strong enough to
But I’m not

I keep living in the past
Same memories, same feelings but a different task
I wanna move on so bad
But the pain is stronger then I ever am

Nothing can heal this pain
Not even Novocain
Nothing will ever fix this, nothing can heal
The pain my heart took in after the bittersweet war.

Ten shots, nine cuts, seven bruises, four scars
What else does it take?
How much more does my heart need to suffer?

Novocain doesn’t numb then pain
Or take it away
Novocain won’t fix my broken heart
Even if it did numb it, it won’t ever be fixed

How much more does my heart nee to break?