Bring Me Down

I never thought
That I would bring myself down.
It might have been stupid
To have a one man army,
One person against the world,
Just me.

I never thought
I would need the help
Of someone else.
Never thought that
Other people might care.
Do they care?

But as I sit here,
In another low.
I believe I have learned
What I needed to learn:
My lesson.

It scares me.
Why must I put faith
In people who
I won't ever really understand.
Why must I trust in
The people who won't understand me?

All I want is the truth.
All I believe in are my values.
All I see must mean something.
And my world keeps on turning.
Turning for me.