Not Just Any Other Boy

I don't need just another boy,
who only thinks about himself,
I need a certain boy,
who puts me above all else.

I don't just need to hear him say ' i love you'
i need a boy,
who tells the truth

i need a boy,
who'll pull my hand away,
when I reach for a blade,
even when I so despreatly want to.

I need a boy,
who'll hold me tight,
and promise that if i hold on,
he'll make it alright.

i need that boy,
that makes my thoughts go fuzzy,
as i kiss him,

and i need that boy,
who understands when he's gone,
exactky how much I miss him.

but that boy,
hasn't came,
and so my habits,
stay the same,

blades picked up,
and no one holding me back,
cold at night,
Knowing nothings going to be all right,

and that constant thing,
I feel at night,

that tells me,
that boys never going to be there to make it right