Valentine's Day

It's finally here. Valentine's day.
I think I'm sick, I think I'll puke.
Recently single. Am I wasting away?
I think I'd rather get hit with a nuke.
Yes, I'm making quite a big deal
about the whore who has already hooked him.
What am I thinking, other than, this isn't real.
I'm as indecisive as a basketball, spinning on the rim.
I can't believe she did that.
I can't believe he did too.
Those scheming little rats...
What the hell did I ever see in you?
You saw me, you liked me. We became a thing.
I doubted & dumped you. I didn't have a choice.
Did you cheat on me? The buzzer goes DINGDINGDING!!
Winner's circle. But did you ever have a voice?
I believed them, that's why we're done.
I shouldn't have, so I cried.
The only thing I wanna do is run
from you, us, them, everything and every guy.
But I can never escape, can I?
Happy Fucking Valentine's Day.
(p.s. I'm sorry)
♠ ♠ ♠
* 2/14/10