Silence

*These are all separate, short ones. Or not finished ones. Enjoy :]*

Take a deep breath as you watch her leave.
You can't hold it in. Something you can't believe.
Tears splatter to the ground.
And yet, no one can hear a sound.
No one hears your desperate pleas.
No one sees you on your knees,
begging for peace from God above.
Cuz you just wanted someone to love.
(12/1/09)

Why is this so hard on me?
I broke up with you.
Why can't you leave me be!
All this just because I knew.
Okay, I'm not sure if you did,
but you promised never ever...
(2/10/10)

Have You Ever?
Have you ever come to wonder why?
Why can't you just accept yourself for what you are?
Why, whenever you get a guy, you push him away for some other jerk?
Have you ever thought of the hows?
How can he like you mean you're so mean?
How can you slice open your wrist in pleasure,
then be so afraid of doing it again?
(12/31/09)

TRUST
How did you expect me to react?
Be perfectly content you don't trust me?
For my heart and thoughts & feelings to remain intact?
I clearly don't see what you see.
I don't get you at all.
While I let you hang out with a whore,
you think our relationship will crumble & fall
If I even look at a guy, much less talk (or more).
I understand you get jealous over them.
But, to me, it makes no sense.
(2/3/10)

So Wrong, It's Right
I shouldn't like you like I do.
but I'm really starting to think you like me too.
I know I have him & you have her,
but my relationship with him...I'm just not so sure.
He claims to love me, and I think I may believe
but now it's over, now we're done.
Doesn't matter what I do or receive...
(2/5/10)