Valentine's Day Present

Up and down
And back and forth
Yet still in the same spot
Surrounded by eternal darkness,
Trapped in immortal despair.

Lost in the past,
Swimming in memories.
Your lips still linger mine.
Your arms still hold me.

I take the blows
But never fall
I'm weakened
But strong

My dreams have lured
My heart and mind
Into the worst trap of all.
I am the cause of this heartbreak.
I am the result of my false fantasies.

A hollow, incomplete year was spent.
Love and passion
Was stretched out thin.
You did not learn.
You will fail.

Is that just another fantasy?