Ignored

I tried talking to them
the ones i call "friends"
Tried talking to them seriously
"Guys, i think there's something wrong with me"
But they just laughed
and started joking.
I had no other choice but to joke along.

I tried talking to her
the one i call "mom"
Tried talking to her seriously
"Mom, i think there's something wrong with me"
She told me it was all in my head
To just forget about it
I had no other choice but to agree and move on.

I feel ignored
Nobody would take the time to just ask
"What's wrong?"
The only people i can actually depend on
Live so far away...