Writer's Dream

Write until the pain goes away
But there is also that shame
That is too much to bear
All I want is to write day to night
Until I see that morning light

To have all those feelings gush,
Until my words tun to mush
So hard to feel unashamed
and so unblamed

Write until my tears are gone
All the lines between right and wrong
They don't belong in a writers song
I wish to write for so long

Until the fear in my chest doesn't comprehend
Until these tears I have send
I don't want to stop
my feelings are still distraught

But the words are finally gone