scarred;

ive waited fer months..
i was obsessed, some say.
i wanted yu more than anything..
and here i go.. messing everything up.
like always..

yu can do whatever yu like, and still be thought of as a great person.
but me.. if i mess up, even once, i get yelled at. and tortured.
yu dont even realize how much this hurts.
it fuckin' kills.
it makes me want to be dead.
gone.
from this..

i see people around me..
people i love..
getting hurt.
from yu.
why do yu do this?
ITS NOT RIGHT!
step in OUR shoes.
tell us how yu feel.. while we stand around, and hurt yu.
its no fun..
yu get the 'good guy' role in this..
while be get.. nothing.
NOTHING!

ill be gone before yu kno it..
and then..
that is when i want yu to see the damage yu did.
maybe then..
THEN yu'll see how yer actions affected people around yu.

will yu stop?
maybe..
but i doubt that.