Tears of Blood

I cry these red tears,
these tears of blood,
for I am bleeding,
Inside.

She has torn me,
up so badly,
the flow of blood,
cannot be stenched.

She held my heart,
carried it with gentle hands,
and when times went bad,
she tore it apart,
with hands no longer gentle.

She ripped me to shreds,
She broke me to pieces,
So badly I,
had to build myself,
back up.

And I'm missing so many parts,
I look in the mirror,
and see a mangled toy.

A barbie missing her head,
A robot with no hands,
A puzzle with no picture,
A camera without a lens.

I cry these tears of blood,
these red droplets roll
down my cheeks,
staining the ashen color.

I cry these tears of blood,
for they are the only thing
I have left to do.

Cry,
Tears of blood.
And see if,
they heal you,
as they had healed me.

Cry,
Tears of blood,
and hope to be,
rescued,
just as I had.

Cry,
Tears of blood,
and be nothing,
but old dust.

Cry,
Tears of blood,
and you will never,
be the same again.

I cry these red tears,
These tears of blood,
For I am bleeding,
Inside.

And I can't find the strength,
to heal the cut.
I cry these tears of blood,
to become immortal.
I cry them,
and hope to live on,
to live past,
this horrible time.

I cry these tears of blood,
and am now,
nothing but a bloody mess.
I cry these tears of blood,
to continue.
But I only end.