unpredictable

looking from the eyes,
feels like it was difference,
seems so mysterious,
that makes him so special,
try to catch,
try to reach,
but never the less,
his the one who have my heart,
and i,
waiting for miracle,
and wandering,
either i should tell him,
or i should have a chance to breathe,
to find for something new,
but now,
realise something,
that no one ever get so difference,
he just the same,
being so cool,
but done something fool,
i love him,
but not this kind of him,
what should i do?
he is so unpredictable!