Not Ready To Apologize

I'm not ready to smile again,
To cry again, to laugh or scream,
I stare back in anger
Why can't you understand?
I'm not ready to be nice
Im not ready to apologize!
Maybe one day I'll make it right.
But until then I'll keep on running down this road.

And again I repeat.....

I'm not ready to smile again
To cry again, to laugh or scream
Do you understand now?
I'm not ready to make nice or APOLOGIZE!!!!!!!!
Who Knows?, maybe I'll never make it right.

My tears have finally fallen, I've finally caved in.
The roses have wilted, turning from red to black, winter's here again.
But now....

I'm ready to smile again
To cry again, to laugh or scream
I say say now I'm ready
To make nice and apologize.