Head In The Clouds

The problem with me was,
I guess I day dreamed too much
when I liked him.

I dreamed the scenes that could only happen in the movies.
I fantasized about the actions that he would take,
the ones that could only happen in my imagination.

Everything about him was seen through rose colored glasses.
I was oblivious to his flaws once he had entered my
Dreamland, my Fantasy world.

Unfortunately, I kept him there for a while
A resident.

He was a gentlemen, and he was sweet.
I saw acts of kindness that he wouldnnot
normally do. But did I realize that?
Nope.

I fell in love with his dream version.
His avatar. I stayed ignorant to the
reality that he wasn't what I dreamt him to be.

The hardest part was, I didn't wake up until my heart is torn.
My rose colored glasses slapped off my face
forcing me to see him for what he was.
A jerk and a liar.

I suppose that's what I get for keeping my
head in the clouds.
Unable to focus.
Unable to see reality.