I Still See You

Another day awaits,
and I'm scared of what it will bring,
I see images of the fire,
that took you're life,

The day you went out,
to have fun and eat ice cream,
with all you're friends,
I was swimming in a pool,
watching you get in the car,
I felt something inside me,
say "don't let him go",
but I didn't know,
so I let you go,
How stupid I was.

Now that you're gone,
and everyone-- but you survived,
I still see you,
in my dreams,
in my head,
everywhere,
but why?
♠ ♠ ♠
This is a poem that I wrote about me seeing a friend who died in a crash in '08 at age of 16, when the other three survived, he died of impact.
And God, do I miss him, I didn't know him, well, but sometimes, like it says that I was in a pool when he left (which I was), well whenever I;m in water, I see fire, and I hear screams when I close my eyes.
Pretty deep stuff, comment..?