Faking Transparency

You said you can tell when I'm faking,
You can't even tell when I'm lying,
Stop staring at me like you know me,
When really I am who you want to be,

Stop searching for a fault in me,
who's to know I want to fool the world,
good god stop dragging this out,
I can't stop faking,

You know nothing about me,
who's to know I'm telling the truth,
I lost my self-esteem along the way
I'm faking, although you don't belong,
Why would you want to,

It's to late for me,
I'm already plastic, transparent,
who's to know this will all fade away,
You don't know what it's like
to be cold to the bone,
and open your eyes, to find that you are alone,

These plastics are not my friends,
I use them just to blend,
The are all just faceless,
I can't face this,

Why do you want to become one of us,
don't make a sound, you will come undone,

You'll never break me,
Who's to know that I don't want to fool the world,
I will continue faking...