Prove you wrong

why is how the urges come often?
why is that the tears are of rage?
why is it that the razor isn't in my hand?

I want to resist but the voices are saying no.
i want just scream but no one hears me no more.

Cry, little darling you'll never fall asleep.
Cry little darling for you'll never want to eat.
Cry little darling blood will soon drip to a beat
cry little darling but dot ever eat that meat

I ll cry my self away from reality,but soon enough im back
I'll scream till im no longer in some sort of team

Family of five but im the one to try and compromise
Im tired of the picture perfect image they give
Why cant the just hear me scream out.

Nothing is right, every thing's wrong
Why is that dad's lectures are long
What did i do that caused you so much pain

Im sorry i stopped being quite for once
im sorry im speaking my mind
im sorry im not gonna be a trend like in our times
Im sorry im gonna be ME.

Im gonna resist the temptation of cutting
Im gonna resist the temptation of drinking

Im gonna prove you wrong