Endless Loop

Running, running to nowhere

Collapsing into the darkness

Where to?

A place unknown

No rays of anything

Just a feeling of emptiness

A feeling of loneliness

What I’d give for someone

Anyone

To notice me

Here on my own

Swallowed deep in my own sadness

But it’s a shame I have nothing to give

I’m screaming

I’m shouting

But it just seems to echo in my own mind

‘Cause no one is coming to lift me

From this terrible place I call hell

No one at all just my own shadow

And even then it’s hidden in fear

There’s no existence of anything

Or any sound

Just the sound of a heartbeat

Whether it’s mine, I’m not sure

Because I feel as if nothing’s there

Deep down the tears are falling

Tears of red

How does no one see?

The cry for attention, the cry for help

Are they that oblivious?

Or am I just that invisible?

Oh god someone help me

Before I fall

Fall deep into a pit

Where I will face an endless loop of despair.