I Want Something...

I want something to hold on too, Something that I can't loose.
Something to hold on to me and something I could use.
Life has let me go, and life let me down.
I look to the sky and all it does is frown.
This living life is gone and dead
All you could say, is said.
I never had a dream, or a wish to come true.
I sat at home alone, wondering what to do.
I wanted something real or good to make life better
I waited all day just to get a stupid letter.
You said you wanted more or something more than this
I always knew you were something I wouldn't miss.
So here I am laying in this Fucking rut,
Waiting on something to pick me up.