Warped and Twisted.

Harsh words and violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped and twisted

So many tricks and so many lies
Too many when’s and too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped and twisted

In a sea of doubt and despair,
It pulls me under, drowning my sorrow
Gradually sinking and gasping for air
I hold my breath and wait for the worst
Trying to keep my sanity intact,
Don’t want to frighten those around me,
We all know how they would react.
No point in fighting, it will get you in the end

I let out a defeated sigh,
Knowing life will always be this way
And then you’ll die,
Maybe then I’ll get my happy ending.

Sleeping awake and choking on a dream
Listening loudly for a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped and twisted

On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm almost gone, my mind has drifted
don’t expect much, I'm warped and twisted

In a sea of doubt and despair,
It pulls me under, drowning my sorrow
Gradually sinking and gasping for air
I hold my breath and wait for the worst
Trying to keep my sanity intact,
Don’t want to frighten those around me,
We all know how they would react.
No point in fighting, it will get you in the end

I let out a defeated sigh,
Knowing life will always be this way
And then you’ll die,
Maybe then I’ll get my happy ending.

Nobody seems to care,
nobody seems to listen,
and I don’t think they know I’m alive.
Why stay alive?
When u can easily fix this life,
with one little jump, slash, or pull on the trigger.

It’s easy to wish I never existed,
I’m still me, warped and twisted.