Confusion

Tears do fall
From these eyes
A heart so torn
Inside this chest

Where shall I go?
Who shall I turn to?
Why did it happen?
How can I cope?

So many questions
So many lies
So many voices
None of which are mine.

Tell me to go
Beg me to stay
Strike me once
Hold me once more

Why are your smiles
So full of malice?
Why do your tears
Confuse me so?

Do you wish for me
To be here by your side?
Do you wish that I
Will crawl up and die?

I can hear a voice
Clear above the rest
A new voice
A voice so, so certain.

It's telling me to get out
It's telling me to leave
It's telling me to let you go
To forget and move on

The voice is full of...
Conviction
It's certain that...
I must.

The voice that told me
To leave you once and
For all
That voice, well...

That voice was my own.