It's not the same thing

I love you from the bottom of my heart
But, my heart does not love you

Put the DARK
in my Heart

Watch it spark
As I burn apart

Hear me scream
As I drown downstream

Feel my pain
It tries to grab you before you run away

Smart move
I wish I could follow you

But the closer I am to happiness
The harder it is to live like this

What is this you ask
It's a facade or a mask

It glitters like gold
But, like a fool you take hold

It drags you down
Past six feet in the ground

It is misery
It has always been there for me

The things I bear
Would not only tear

But rip you r little happy world to shreds
Leaving the demented in their death beds

What is ther to lose
When you have finished the booze

Where is ther to go
When you already know

You can only go so far
But like a shooting star

When you pull the trigger

It's not the same thing

Drugs can trick you best
But, then again there is lust of sex

Lust and love
In my world those words are puns

Cause neither is sold without the other
Cause love needs a lover

Be it frisky
It can get risky

Be hardcore
Let it end and be torn

Be it sensual
That is another story all together

That is the fairytale
So sweet and desired and rare

But wake up in their arms bare
Be them gone or actually there

The marks stay till the end
They are your body's friend

But no matter how hard you try
The scream is always sharper than the knife

It's not the same thing

I can fall down and bring you with me
Be I or we faint or dizzy

But, the pain we end up with
Is based on the life that we have lived

Which one both or neither
gets up and does not whimper

Which one both or neither
Walks away without a sliver

We are not the same
But that makes us similar

But no matter what

It's not the same thing