Hymn of Heartbreak

The coldness of outside
The moonlight in your eyes
There's something that's inside
My skin,it tries to hide.

The blood and wasted tears
I've kept it in for years
I know that I can't win
And I know it's my greatest fear

You try to blow away
Like the wind without a name
Is this what you became?
I'm tired of these games.

And I can't breathe
with your lips against my cheek (It hides my fear)
A numbing pain
A passionate poison running through your vains
I can see
You only care as long as I love back
How do you feel
About me after this?

I hide in my sorrow
I'll be gone tomorrow
I know it's for the best
So please just take a rest

It's to good to be true?
So hear this, I love you.
I know you love me too.
But it won't last forever.

Hold me in your arms
and think, just think of the times I've treated you badly
I know that I look calm
But inside I am screaming, anxiety never wears off
I know I see
But I can't look too far, my eyes are bleeding, I am blind
And I look strong
But I'm hiding inside, I've truly lost my mind

Whisper in my ear a little closer now, I can hardly hear you
Breathe against my neck and let me close my eyes, I don't feel safe now
Hold me closer than you ever did, I feel like I'm seperated
Sleep against my frame... Will we meet again?