I Didn't Mean to Cut so Deep.

Took the razor,
Blocked out the thoughts.
Angrily divided my skin.
I didn't mean to cut so deep.
I didn't mean to cut so deep.
Once I started, I wanted more
The pain made me numb.
But I didn't mean to cut so deep.
I didn't mean to cut so deep.
Saw the blood trickle down my leg,
The red painting my floor.
I couldn't stop.
I crave the pain.
But I didn't mean to cut so deep.
I didn't mean to cut so deep.
Hospital bed,
Gauze around my arm.
They asked me why I did it.
I said I was in pain.
They asked me if I wanted to die.
I said I didn't mean to cut so deep.
I didn't mean to cut so deep.
The tears in my mother's eyes,
The disapointment and shame I felt,
Makes me wish I didn't cut so deep...