"I love you" is meaningless?

I made a mistake,
That much is obvious,
But can you blame me?
You were too perfect,
And we are too young to be in love,
Right?

You understood,
You made me nervous,
You made me think,
And I ruined it,
Because I am scared,
Because I’m human.

Can you forgive me?
I know I’m not perfect,
But neither are you,
You wolf loving boy,
Who has read far more than I ever will,
Who loves his family so much,
Who loved me even when I was crazy,
And stupid.

I may get A’s in school,
But I get an F when it comes to relationships,
When it comes to you.

Can I try again?
Restart?
Can you forgive my faults?
My mistakes?
Can you forgive me?

Probably not,
Because I have hurt you,
And I didn’t mean to.

I thought was that we were going to fall apart soon enough,
So why not get it over with?
Can you blame me?

As I said,
“I have commitment issues,”
And maybe you can cure me,
But I may be stretching it too much.

Tonight,
Can you at least forgive me?

Because love may be a meaningless word to me,
But it’s not to you,
And may be I should put myself in your shoes for once,
Because for tonight,
When I say I love you,
I mean it.