Breaking Souls

I don't know how I got here
breaking hearts without even thinking
and a cold envy streaming through my blood
awaking another death in pure happiness .
but yet I feel its end corrupting me
and how I don't mean to hurt them, just crying
in the sad sorrows of tomorrow
thinking..why?
Why do I end the joy of a heart that wants mine?
Why do I sit here and think of others before them?
why do I hurt then?
and i begin to smile big, again
thinking of another
tracing my cheek and holding my hand
making me feel like a princess in a deserted castle.
Maybe, just maybe..Its cause they aren't the one.